..Being Superstitious

when you have too good life..
so good that you never thought that you can actually have such good life in your THIS birth..
with the one you loved always..who has been your only wish.. someone you can die for..
it feels out of this world.. i pinch myself sometimes to believe it.. i want to hold on those moments..
dont know how many times; i look up n thank God for being so good to me..
i told myself.. i wont tell anyone about it..
coz when its about the most precious thing in my life.. i become superstitious.. i think i should be..
i can't afford to take any type of chance..
but by mistake i told someone...
i shuldn't have..

Silver lining ~~~~

A zircon begs to shine more than a diamond, dupes, pretends..
but as the facets grow older.. any amateur knows the reality  :)

this diamondsum precious relationship is my treasure..
you are not just a lover..but someone more precious and lasting..
a true friend to laugh and cry with..
you are the silver lining in my cloud of life  :)

..it was real :)

wish d time machines from science fiction movies were real..
but it happens only in movies.. 'time' is strongest of all...
actually strange..
when we want it to stop it runs.. when we want it to run it stops..
how stupid! strong but stupid..
whatever i say nothing can change its pace..
last couple of months passed too quickly..
as if they were not months..they were seconds.. micro secs!
bcoz it was too good to believe..
i enjoyed all your attention.. all importance you gave me..
quick replies to my msgs.. taking all my calls..
meeting me frequently.. whnever i asked..
loving me.. talking to me.. looking into my eyes.. touching me..
sharing lunch with me..watching movie.. doing nothing.. everything!
you have touched my soul.. kissed it..
i can still feel your touches..
i can still see love-bytes you left..
your charm is eternal.. m lost in it..
m not sad... m happy it was real :)
it will remain with me..till my last breath!

I LOVE YOU :)

My Favourite Day!

It has been a good-good day :) yea! it has to be...
afterall its my favourite day :D...
no matter what happens in life.. but God makes sure to give us one reason to smile :)
and i am feeling so lucky to realize it...
life is good.. you made it perfect for me da! :)
touch wood!! ;p

pinch me! :)

pinch me!
is it REAL?
always expect unexpected..true..true..true..
you are right.. whatever happens..its for good.. (mostly)
everything is just so perrrrfect..just perrrfect.. TOUCH WOOD! :)
its like a fairy tale..i am living my dream.. i am seeing it, still yet to believe it..
i respect and love you even more...and yes..i trust you :)
everything seems sooooo beautiful..so lovable..
m full of positivity...i can't stop smiling :) its coz of you..
i want to paint the town red..i want to fly...
" dil kerta hai..tu hai yahan to..jata lamha tham jaye..
waqt ka dariya bahte-bahte is manzer main jam jaye.."
God if you r listening i want to "thank" you for all this goodness..

live it up..

ever wondered what makes us love someone?
sometimes we don't need reasons to love..we just want to love.. no matter what..no matter how..
dis craving to love him is taking over me..all on my mind is him..
i think love is d most simple thing and at d same time most complicated..
if we try and tie it in our own defination..some point of time it goes wrong n makes us think all over again "what is it?" but now i think it doesnt need a defination..
let it flow d way it want..let it take turns..let it twist..let it be free..let it fly..if its yours..genuinely..you don't have to fear.. it will remain yours..but if its not yours..you do whatever..it won't be yours..
just love..that person..you are lucky if you have that person with you this moment..
tomorrow is uncertain..this moment is real....dont let it go..live it up..feel the goodness..

:(

Yesterday morning only i said that nothing makes me excited..m afraid.. but still one thing..
and thats YOU..
when i come to meet you i feel d rush..
nothing makes me as excited as meeting you..
and when i got a oppurtunity to meet in d evening itself..i not only missed that oppurtunity..buttt.. i majorly disappointed you by missing your call and kept you waiting..
oblivious of d fact that you have called me..and waiting for me to return d call..
and i kept thinking you were busy..dint get free..
now after knowing d reality that what an ass i am.. i dont know what to do wid myself..
i swear!! i am going beserk
i am just so annoyed wid myself..
i know its not easy to trust what has happened..
not easy to believe that i was actually unaware about your call :(
i wish i was not on fon that time.. i wish i would have checked d call register timely..
i wont repeat dis mistake..i swear!
trust me i really dint know..
i am SORRY and very angry wid myself..
i am all yours.. punish me.. please!
m feeling sick!
sick! coz of my own.. coz how i made you feel.. coz i disappointed you..

Decades Ago..

Standing tall and firm..against all odds..this is what i love the most about heritage..
long-long time..good/bad weather conditions..government's negligence..our carelessness..
nothing could ruin its beauty.. its still there since ages.. as b'ful as always..
i think its, its stability what i like.. how many seasons it has seen.. how many changes it has seen..
how many generations it has witnessed closely.. but its as it is..
when i look at it..i feel as if it wants to tell me its stories.. wants to unfold many truths..
incredible!!

You just made me feel (again)...that m in love.. as if first time!
how?
how do you do this?
its crazy..m restless.. wanna see you right now.. wanna pamper you like a baby..
its strange..
its beautiful..
its weired..
its incredible..
its just sumthing.. like butterflies in my tummy..
i don't know what to do..
you are impossible?
or i am impossible?
or we are impossible?
God..help!!

kahte hain pyaar ka rishta hai; janam ka rishta..
hai janam ka jo ye rishta toh badalta kyun hai?

yahi hota hai toh aakhir yahi hota kyun hai?
yahi duniya hai toh phir aisi ye duniya kyun hai?

koi ye kaise bataye ki wo tanha kyun hai?
wo jo apna tha wo ab aur kisi ka kyun hai?

aas jo toot gayi..phir se bandhata kyun hai?
yahi hota hai toh aakhir yahi hota kyun hai?

ik zarra hath badha de toh ,pakad ye daaman..
uske seene main samaa jaye hamari dhadkan..
itni kurbat hai toh phir faasla itna kyun hai??