18th November :)

the way you always know me..
noone else can do..
you know what to do..
when m feeling blue..
love you..

..B'day :)

Deepness!
you make me realise..
connection between stomach and butterflies..
your touch says it all..what you are trying to hide..
Happy B'day Da :)

Sparkle! Twinkle! and Shine ;)
Love You..

Life as a chameleon..

Life!
awwwwh! its just too uncertain...
changing colours now n then.. like a chameleon! quick!
sometimes before you blink..
pleasant! sad! joy! hurt! happy! frown! excitement! dullness! relaxed! feared!
goes on.........
life is a never ending exam.. keeps you on ur toes all the time... not a cakewalk for sure..
all of us die...but not all of us really lives...

but noone to blame! absolutely noone!
its only you who can make your life happy or sad by your own choices..
if you dont have a choice to make...you are just told to follow... than fight! or suffer!
now you have choices!
if you follow without ur will; you are a coward!
if you fight; you are a star!

Happy Anniversary Da :)

I Love You....

this is not something am saying for the first time..

but everytime I think of you... I want to say it....

today its been nine years...pata hi nai chala yaar...

with you time flies.........

no matter how many years it has been....

I still feel butterflies in my tummy.. everytime I see you..

I feel beautiful when you look at me ;)

Love You for making me feel this way...

Love You for being with me this way...

Love You for the way you are...

I don't know when I became a liability for my loved ones..
Though I don't intend to be..
Am I misunderstood?
I try my best that I dont trouble them but it seems I am failed..
Knowingly or unknowingly I; myself has become the trouble..
I can't see them unhappy because of me..
Sulking................
I am not in a place that I ask them about it..
I am afraid; asking this might hurt them..
Don't want to hurt..just want to see them happy in life..

...?

What is worth living for?
What is worth dying for?
Answer is same!
Love........

Impatience!
my biggest enemy..
once again... its has caused unbearable damage..
how to cope with it... m clueless!
need to find out.. what goes on in that moment when i lose my patience...
sometimes without realising it..
life is short and precious... can't let it pass repenting..
can't let it steal the best moments of my life..
trying to stop being impatient..
trying.......

..Being Superstitious

when you have too good life..
so good that you never thought that you can actually have such good life in your THIS birth..
with the one you loved always..who has been your only wish.. someone you can die for..
it feels out of this world.. i pinch myself sometimes to believe it.. i want to hold on those moments..
dont know how many times; i look up n thank God for being so good to me..
i told myself.. i wont tell anyone about it..
coz when its about the most precious thing in my life.. i become superstitious.. i think i should be..
i can't afford to take any type of chance..
but by mistake i told someone...
i shuldn't have..