My Favourite Day!

It has been a good-good day :) yea! it has to be...
afterall its my favourite day :D...
no matter what happens in life.. but God makes sure to give us one reason to smile :)
and i am feeling so lucky to realize it...
life is good.. you made it perfect for me da! :)
touch wood!! ;p

pinch me! :)

pinch me!
is it REAL?
always expect unexpected..true..true..true..
you are right.. whatever happens..its for good.. (mostly)
everything is just so perrrrfect..just perrrfect.. TOUCH WOOD! :)
its like a fairy tale..i am living my dream.. i am seeing it, still yet to believe it..
i respect and love you even more...and yes..i trust you :)
everything seems sooooo beautiful..so lovable..
m full of positivity...i can't stop smiling :) its coz of you..
i want to paint the town red..i want to fly...
" dil kerta hai..tu hai yahan to..jata lamha tham jaye..
waqt ka dariya bahte-bahte is manzer main jam jaye.."
God if you r listening i want to "thank" you for all this goodness..

live it up..

ever wondered what makes us love someone?
sometimes we don't need reasons to love..we just want to love.. no matter what..no matter how..
dis craving to love him is taking over me..all on my mind is him..
i think love is d most simple thing and at d same time most complicated..
if we try and tie it in our own defination..some point of time it goes wrong n makes us think all over again "what is it?" but now i think it doesnt need a defination..
let it flow d way it want..let it take turns..let it twist..let it be free..let it fly..if its yours..genuinely..you don't have to fear.. it will remain yours..but if its not yours..you do whatever..it won't be yours..
just love..that person..you are lucky if you have that person with you this moment..
tomorrow is uncertain..this moment is real....dont let it go..live it up..feel the goodness..

:(

Yesterday morning only i said that nothing makes me excited..m afraid.. but still one thing..
and thats YOU..
when i come to meet you i feel d rush..
nothing makes me as excited as meeting you..
and when i got a oppurtunity to meet in d evening itself..i not only missed that oppurtunity..buttt.. i majorly disappointed you by missing your call and kept you waiting..
oblivious of d fact that you have called me..and waiting for me to return d call..
and i kept thinking you were busy..dint get free..
now after knowing d reality that what an ass i am.. i dont know what to do wid myself..
i swear!! i am going beserk
i am just so annoyed wid myself..
i know its not easy to trust what has happened..
not easy to believe that i was actually unaware about your call :(
i wish i was not on fon that time.. i wish i would have checked d call register timely..
i wont repeat dis mistake..i swear!
trust me i really dint know..
i am SORRY and very angry wid myself..
i am all yours.. punish me.. please!
m feeling sick!
sick! coz of my own.. coz how i made you feel.. coz i disappointed you..

Decades Ago..

Standing tall and firm..against all odds..this is what i love the most about heritage..
long-long time..good/bad weather conditions..government's negligence..our carelessness..
nothing could ruin its beauty.. its still there since ages.. as b'ful as always..
i think its, its stability what i like.. how many seasons it has seen.. how many changes it has seen..
how many generations it has witnessed closely.. but its as it is..
when i look at it..i feel as if it wants to tell me its stories.. wants to unfold many truths..
incredible!!

You just made me feel (again)...that m in love.. as if first time!
how?
how do you do this?
its crazy..m restless.. wanna see you right now.. wanna pamper you like a baby..
its strange..
its beautiful..
its weired..
its incredible..
its just sumthing.. like butterflies in my tummy..
i don't know what to do..
you are impossible?
or i am impossible?
or we are impossible?
God..help!!

kahte hain pyaar ka rishta hai; janam ka rishta..
hai janam ka jo ye rishta toh badalta kyun hai?

yahi hota hai toh aakhir yahi hota kyun hai?
yahi duniya hai toh phir aisi ye duniya kyun hai?

koi ye kaise bataye ki wo tanha kyun hai?
wo jo apna tha wo ab aur kisi ka kyun hai?

aas jo toot gayi..phir se bandhata kyun hai?
yahi hota hai toh aakhir yahi hota kyun hai?

ik zarra hath badha de toh ,pakad ye daaman..
uske seene main samaa jaye hamari dhadkan..
itni kurbat hai toh phir faasla itna kyun hai??

"its paradoxical that the person on whom you have the most control is yourself..
yet the hardest person to change is yourself.."

you make me feel beautiful or i am beautiful?
when you love me i feel beautiful.. inside!

Dreamy Reality :)

Ahh! freshhh... dis is what came to my mind when i smelled you last night...still i can..
when you touched my wet face.. i can still feel your finger on my face...wiping off the drops so tenderly.. looking at me so dearly...that you are saying i have been waiting for you..
i ambled over to you.. trying to believe that yea m here... close to you.. felt your warmness..
dim soothing light... soft sound of music.. breezy-brezzy all around... it felt as if whole ambience was infused with 'love'..
dont know when i fell asleep holding your hand.. and when i woke up; i culdnt stop adoring you while you were asleep..your calm face.. incredible!
i wanna hold dis moment forever.....
now m feeling as if i just woke up from a beautiful dream... it was real though dreamy.. perfect and precious! just loved it..loved it sooovery much.. : )