life!

Trapped! between life and death...cant choose any of them..not able to live..not able to die either..god must be happy and laughing ...this is what he likes..to put us in such situations n enjoy...makes two people meet coincidently! make them fall in love...put all the bitter ingredients of life to pull them apart..but nurtureing the seed of love in their heart..it grows...grows..grows...it survived against all odds..now when its a whole tree of happy moments...bond of love...attachment..laugh...tears..one heartbeat in two bodies..care...concern...he suddenly pulls it out n try to plant it sumwhr else...it will die...slowly..it cant survive..
this is not life...saying positive things..giving lecture on life is so easy..but living such life is not possible..feeling the burn inside..feeling empty..aimless..lifeless..alone..hopeless! what is life? answer is simple - crying inside,smiling outside. meaningless!
life is just a ordeal..extreme opposite to what it used to be when .........
just waiting.. still hoping? y? god know!