18th November :)

This date brings a smile on my face..
just wanted to share this with you :) :) :)
love..

Its B'day :)

Its your b'day :)
want to love you much more..the way you have never been loved before..
just one thing on my mind...that I wanna be with you..right now..
just one wish to make..that you have all the reasons to be happy..
Amen!
Happy B'day B :)
Love..

..sands of time

sands of time..slipping through our fingers..
it hurts to let go..we'd only just begun..
i can talk to you for years..everyday..and still it won't mean as much as we can have..
if we don't say a word..yet we can feel each other..
feel like we know each other since forever for forever..
this connection is made by our heart..not the tongue..
m wanting to be wanted by you..see in your eyes.. craving that intense attention..
without you i am unrecognizable even to my own eyes..i need you to see me..
miss you..

Ten.......just Ten....

No matter how many years go by..

I know one thing to be as true as it ever was..
my heart belongs to you..
being in love with you is beautiful beyond belief..
my attempts to look attractive for you..
those little anticipations..your cute wicked smile ;)
every time we touched.. every time we talked..
our compatible kisses :*
miss every little thing of ours..
Happy Anniversary Da :)
Love..

..enamoured

come to bed..lay on me..
eat me up and pierce me through..
write on me like letter paper..
then rip me up in two..
freely..openly..totally..devotedly..
I give myself to you..

Quondam? Never..

I haven't got over it..
Coz some things are meant to be there forever..
Every-time my heart beats; it makes me feel your presence..
No matter what.. Love you more with every beat..

Happy Anniversary Da :)

I Love You....

this is not something am saying for the first time..

but everytime I think of you... I want to say it....

today its been nine years...pata hi nai chala yaar...

with you time flies.........

no matter how many years it has been....

I still feel butterflies in my tummy.. everytime I see you..

I feel beautiful when you look at me ;)

Love You for making me feel this way...

Love You for being with me this way...

Love You for the way you are...

...?

What is worth living for?
What is worth dying for?
Answer is same!
Love........

..Being Superstitious

when you have too good life..
so good that you never thought that you can actually have such good life in your THIS birth..
with the one you loved always..who has been your only wish.. someone you can die for..
it feels out of this world.. i pinch myself sometimes to believe it.. i want to hold on those moments..
dont know how many times; i look up n thank God for being so good to me..
i told myself.. i wont tell anyone about it..
coz when its about the most precious thing in my life.. i become superstitious.. i think i should be..
i can't afford to take any type of chance..
but by mistake i told someone...
i shuldn't have..

live it up..

ever wondered what makes us love someone?
sometimes we don't need reasons to love..we just want to love.. no matter what..no matter how..
dis craving to love him is taking over me..all on my mind is him..
i think love is d most simple thing and at d same time most complicated..
if we try and tie it in our own defination..some point of time it goes wrong n makes us think all over again "what is it?" but now i think it doesnt need a defination..
let it flow d way it want..let it take turns..let it twist..let it be free..let it fly..if its yours..genuinely..you don't have to fear.. it will remain yours..but if its not yours..you do whatever..it won't be yours..
just love..that person..you are lucky if you have that person with you this moment..
tomorrow is uncertain..this moment is real....dont let it go..live it up..feel the goodness..

You just made me feel (again)...that m in love.. as if first time!
how?
how do you do this?
its crazy..m restless.. wanna see you right now.. wanna pamper you like a baby..
its strange..
its beautiful..
its weired..
its incredible..
its just sumthing.. like butterflies in my tummy..
i don't know what to do..
you are impossible?
or i am impossible?
or we are impossible?
God..help!!

Dreamy Reality :)

Ahh! freshhh... dis is what came to my mind when i smelled you last night...still i can..
when you touched my wet face.. i can still feel your finger on my face...wiping off the drops so tenderly.. looking at me so dearly...that you are saying i have been waiting for you..
i ambled over to you.. trying to believe that yea m here... close to you.. felt your warmness..
dim soothing light... soft sound of music.. breezy-brezzy all around... it felt as if whole ambience was infused with 'love'..
dont know when i fell asleep holding your hand.. and when i woke up; i culdnt stop adoring you while you were asleep..your calm face.. incredible!
i wanna hold dis moment forever.....
now m feeling as if i just woke up from a beautiful dream... it was real though dreamy.. perfect and precious! just loved it..loved it sooovery much.. : )

I Love You...

When i met u; i understood the meaning of love...before seeing ur face i started fantasizing about u...ur voice was enough to make me fall in love wid u...n top of that other strong emotions added...when i felt ur warm..tender..loving touch..it gives me goosebumps..ur pleasant smell.. its absorbed in me..gaze of ur hazel brown sparkling eyes..ur talks..ur thoughts..ur feelings..ur emotions..ur different moods..ur shyness..ur naughtyness i m in love wid every bit of u..every part of u..since forever..n i have no control over it..seriously!
have never thought about anyone..never felt for anyone..the way i feel for u...what all i want to do is make u smile...coz when u smile by default i smile...so m quite selfish! basically i get a kick which keeps me going carefree when u smile..when u sound happy..when u sound excited.. whenever this fear mounts on me that u might go away...trust me; its like i culdnt function properly..my body, mind, heart.. i lose control over me..i dont know if m able to express my feelings correctly but sumhow m feeling m still not able to express how much scared i m... thought of a life widout u makes me feel like a orphan..who has absolutely noone..who's presense or absense doesn't make any difference to anyone.. i don't want to bound u.. but i want u to know that i can die for u..any moment its required..but i can't live like a normal person widout u.. i have tried ..i have tried my best my all..but i culd not...trust me! whenever i tried; i found myself more closer to u... i don't see my existence widout u.. i am not saying that u shuld not love anyone... i am just saying let me love u.. i wont recognize me if u r not in me.. u r a permanent unditachable loving fact of my life...ur love is my true treasure..n i m very possasively selfish abt it..may be i m sounding like a paranoid..i dnt mind tht..i dont wanna live widout it.. let me be wid it..i am charmed...forever..
P.S. I love you..

B! my Velentine : )

Happy Valentine's Day B : )
whenever we r together its my valentine's day...i dont need to wait for 14th feb to express love for you..but i love to say that I Love You B... so i take dis oppurtunity to say it again I Love You.. I Love You.. I Love You... sosososososososoooooooooooooooooo muchhh n more.... always.. 365 days in a year and all years of my life... and i know dahling u love me too ;p.. when u asked me - be my valentine? i was on cloud 9 .. swear!! m always ur valentine sweetheart..
each moment spent wid u i cherish...thinking of u makes me smile..ur touches makes me feel m b'ful :D.. u have made me feel complete..made my life b'ful...it feels like i know u since forever..and forever... u r most precious to me... m proud m ur girlfriend : )
missing you my charmer...wanna hold u tight.. wanna see ur smile right now.. wanna look into ur eyes right now...wanna feel ur touch right now..wanna hear ur smooth voice which turns me on always right now ;p wanna be with u RIGHT NOW : ) i need my love dose abhi ke abhi..
" one thing u can be sure of; i dont need anything more than ur love.."

B'ful Day!

You were d first one to wish me...and you are d only one for whom i was waiting...after tht it was a sleepless night...culdnt wait for d morning..which is obvious ;p got outta bed..got ready to meet you...it was a very new feeling..as if m going to see you first time..
that b'ful delicate gift just loved it!! i gotta experience metro ride first time tht too wid you..liked ur idea : ) n i enjoyed it thoroughly...sitting in middle of c.p. on a sunny day..just after d solar eclipse was over...nice view.. surrounded with white buildings...running vihicles...people...flying birds..n beating it all; your presense..so pleasant! so perfect!
dint know what we wanna talk..what shuld we talk..there was no need to bother..coz togetherness filled all d blanks...saying sumthing dint seem more important thn feeling n believing d precious togetherness..little loving touch of hands..your adoring eyes were saying it all. little outburst of stupid tears...tried to hold 'em in but...
loved you...loved standing so close to you...loved ur gaze..your protecting touch! made me feel important n loved.
you gifted me a beautiful day!
love you B..

Lovely Prelude!

18th Nov. 2002 when we met first time face to face ;how do i give words to that unforgettable first date..... a sublime...divine and idyllic union... a true meeting of two bodies, minds and souls... i was lost in your dewy hazel sparkling eyes... n still m absorbed in them : ) love i feel for you is a driving force that knows no boundaries... meeting you was my life-transforming dhak-dhak moment..i cherish it n wanna relive it...

what a lovely prelude! awwwh..

Happy B'day B : )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU......B : )

( THRZ A CAKE - UR FAV CAMERA.. ND D OTHER IS MY HEART GOING DHAK-DHAK FOR YOU ; ) HEHEHE..

I WISH I HAD SUPERNATURAL POWERS....N MAKE YOUR WISH COME TRUE...

BUT I AM PRAYING THAT GOD GIVES YOU WHAT YOU WISH FOR... N I MEAN IT OK?

I HOPE HE WILL LISTEN TO ME : ) YES HE WILL..

EACH B'DAY WE GROW A BIT OLD...BUT THAT CHILDISHNESS SHOULD STAY D SAME..

U KNOW WHEN UR B'DAY IS COMING CLOSER I FEEL BUTTERFLIES IN MY TUMMY ;P

I FEEL LIKE A KID...WHO IS SO EXCITED N WANNA SHOUT IT OUT TO THE WORLD...

YOU ARE A TRUE GEM..N M SO RICH TO HAVE YOU...SACHHI...

I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW HOW SPECIAL I FEEL WHEN M WID YOU..

N HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO ME..

I TAKE PRIDE IN CALLED UR GIRLFRIEND : ) I FEEL PROUD..

YOUR HONESTY...YOUR CHARM...YOUR KILLING SMILE...YOUR PRINCIPALS...YOUR ATTITUDE ;P I LOVE IT..

M A FAN OF URS... TRUST ME!

YOU HAVE ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME EMOTIONALLY...N IN SO MANY WAYS..

AS A FRIEND AS A LOVER...AS A ADMIRER..AS A CRITIC TOO ;P

I LEARNT DRIVING COZ OF YOU...NAI TO AB TAK GROUND MAIN PRACTIC KER RAHI HOTI :D .. I CONTINUED STUDIES COZ OF YOU...NAI TO SHAYAD CHOD HI DIYA HOTA..

I LOOK BETTER COZ OF YOU...COZ...YOU MAKE ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL...SERIOUSLY..

YOU HAVE ALWAYS INSTILLED SELF-CONFIDENCE ND WILL POWER IN ME WHENEVER I LACKED IT.. YOU WORKED LIKE A ENERGY DRINK FOR ME : )

ALWAYS READY TO BOOST ME UP... YOU COMPROMISED YOUR WORK COZ OF ME .. LOTTTTS OF TIMES...N I STILL I MAKE YOU DO THAT...SHAMELESSLY ;P

YOU ARE A SWEEEEETEST HEART I TELL YOU...

YOU HANDLE MY POSSASIVENESS SO LOVINGLY... I KNOW M OBSESSED ABOUT YOU..

BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT BABY...I JUST CANT RESIST YOU DA!

THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I USED TO TALK MY HEAD OFF...NON-STOP..N U USED TO LISTEN TO ME ALL NIGHT...SUMTIMES U STARTED SNOARING BUT U DINT HANG UP ON ME ;P...OWWH...I LOVE YOU FOR THOSE NIGHTS..

MY LIFE WULD HAVE COME TO A STANDSTILL WIDOUT YOU...

THANK GOD U SENT HIM...

P.S. I LOVE YOU : )

Blue To Red : )

I can always make u smile.... yes! u can : )

the moment i posted my last post " Blue The Feeling" i got a sms ..

from someone very special...i have been waiting so much..so badly

a moment ago i was burdened with tht blue feeling n next moment i was flying high with a broad smile on my face : )

life is so strange na? full of different emotions.. extreamly different!

what a drastic change it was.. first thought came to my mind was 'thanku God'

my day was as good as it can be.. it was like my fantasy came true..

as if he is saying to me -

may be sumwhr in d silence..

u will wake nd u r alone..

just call out nd i will be there..

yea!! he was there..for me

i was just happy..full of positive energy once again.. charged up.. smiling ; )

i never knew someone will change my life like dis forever..

if u have someone in ur life who can lift u up when u r down..

who can make u smile when tears rolling down..

trust me u r luckiest! God's favourite child..

my world is a better place b'cuz of 'Him.'

The Saviour : )

"B" : ) yes dis is what i call him sumtimes ( fondly)
there r other names too i love to call him..but thats b/w us ;p
he is the one who's actually my "saviour"...
i know one thing if he is there i m capable of embracing life
wid its ups & downs.... times of joy & hardships..
i can go through it all widout a scratch on my soul...
he does wonders n he doesn't know about it..when he is around i feel fulfilled...
that is the time when i dont bother about any thing...
i just feel the bliss widin me..
i talk to him about all serious issues as well as all dumb bakwaas...sumtimes its not even bearable..
but he does; definitely has gr8 endurance..; )
his touch is enough to heal away all the pain...his voice is enough to make me smile ; )
awwwh..that sense of fruition!!..
i love his vibes..i connect to it instantly..it works like a magnet to me...
i love the way he smells..i love the way he tastes...i love the way he sounds..
m crazy the way he gets angry...he says nothing but he says it all :D
i love the kind of attitude he has.. no-no not arrogant ;its sumthing i cant explain..
he gives me strength to live wid grace nd dignity..happiness nd humour..holiness..restores vigour...
deep nd gracious calm that comes when m in his arms..
ohhhh i can go on & on & on.....
talking about him makes me fall in love wid him all over again...
his charm turns me on..he rules my innermost world my soul.
there amid the intense bond which is infinite.. AMEN!

'My Hope'

if u carry on d way without "love",

u will find hopeless end.

if u carry on d way with ur "love",

u will find endless hope.......