Life as a chameleon..

Life!
awwwwh! its just too uncertain...
changing colours now n then.. like a chameleon! quick!
sometimes before you blink..
pleasant! sad! joy! hurt! happy! frown! excitement! dullness! relaxed! feared!
goes on.........
life is a never ending exam.. keeps you on ur toes all the time... not a cakewalk for sure..
all of us die...but not all of us really lives...

but noone to blame! absolutely noone!
its only you who can make your life happy or sad by your own choices..
if you dont have a choice to make...you are just told to follow... than fight! or suffer!
now you have choices!
if you follow without ur will; you are a coward!
if you fight; you are a star!

Happy Anniversary Da :)

I Love You....

this is not something am saying for the first time..

but everytime I think of you... I want to say it....

today its been nine years...pata hi nai chala yaar...

with you time flies.........

no matter how many years it has been....

I still feel butterflies in my tummy.. everytime I see you..

I feel beautiful when you look at me ;)

Love You for making me feel this way...

Love You for being with me this way...

Love You for the way you are...

I don't know when I became a liability for my loved ones..
Though I don't intend to be..
Am I misunderstood?
I try my best that I dont trouble them but it seems I am failed..
Knowingly or unknowingly I; myself has become the trouble..
I can't see them unhappy because of me..
Sulking................
I am not in a place that I ask them about it..
I am afraid; asking this might hurt them..
Don't want to hurt..just want to see them happy in life..

...?

What is worth living for?
What is worth dying for?
Answer is same!
Love........

Impatience!
my biggest enemy..
once again... its has caused unbearable damage..
how to cope with it... m clueless!
need to find out.. what goes on in that moment when i lose my patience...
sometimes without realising it..
life is short and precious... can't let it pass repenting..
can't let it steal the best moments of my life..
trying to stop being impatient..
trying.......

..Being Superstitious

when you have too good life..
so good that you never thought that you can actually have such good life in your THIS birth..
with the one you loved always..who has been your only wish.. someone you can die for..
it feels out of this world.. i pinch myself sometimes to believe it.. i want to hold on those moments..
dont know how many times; i look up n thank God for being so good to me..
i told myself.. i wont tell anyone about it..
coz when its about the most precious thing in my life.. i become superstitious.. i think i should be..
i can't afford to take any type of chance..
but by mistake i told someone...
i shuldn't have..

Silver lining ~~~~

A zircon begs to shine more than a diamond, dupes, pretends..
but as the facets grow older.. any amateur knows the reality  :)

this diamondsum precious relationship is my treasure..
you are not just a lover..but someone more precious and lasting..
a true friend to laugh and cry with..
you are the silver lining in my cloud of life  :)

..it was real :)

wish d time machines from science fiction movies were real..
but it happens only in movies.. 'time' is strongest of all...
actually strange..
when we want it to stop it runs.. when we want it to run it stops..
how stupid! strong but stupid..
whatever i say nothing can change its pace..
last couple of months passed too quickly..
as if they were not months..they were seconds.. micro secs!
bcoz it was too good to believe..
i enjoyed all your attention.. all importance you gave me..
quick replies to my msgs.. taking all my calls..
meeting me frequently.. whnever i asked..
loving me.. talking to me.. looking into my eyes.. touching me..
sharing lunch with me..watching movie.. doing nothing.. everything!
you have touched my soul.. kissed it..
i can still feel your touches..
i can still see love-bytes you left..
your charm is eternal.. m lost in it..
m not sad... m happy it was real :)
it will remain with me..till my last breath!

I LOVE YOU :)

My Favourite Day!

It has been a good-good day :) yea! it has to be...
afterall its my favourite day :D...
no matter what happens in life.. but God makes sure to give us one reason to smile :)
and i am feeling so lucky to realize it...
life is good.. you made it perfect for me da! :)
touch wood!! ;p

pinch me! :)

pinch me!
is it REAL?
always expect unexpected..true..true..true..
you are right.. whatever happens..its for good.. (mostly)
everything is just so perrrrfect..just perrrfect.. TOUCH WOOD! :)
its like a fairy tale..i am living my dream.. i am seeing it, still yet to believe it..
i respect and love you even more...and yes..i trust you :)
everything seems sooooo beautiful..so lovable..
m full of positivity...i can't stop smiling :) its coz of you..
i want to paint the town red..i want to fly...
" dil kerta hai..tu hai yahan to..jata lamha tham jaye..
waqt ka dariya bahte-bahte is manzer main jam jaye.."
God if you r listening i want to "thank" you for all this goodness..